Diary of mystical anarchist

Entry 1

This diary is written by a mentally ill person, living in a rather bad toxic conditions under Putin’s tyranny. I hardly recommend the reader never repeat anything written here if the reader value his own mental and physical health and freedom.

It is up to the reader to believe anything written here or not.

                                Operation “Svalite Ots`uda”

Mickhail Zhlobitsky – is a hero, a martyr, a radiating ideal to all anarchists, who stays in Russia. Can I ever achieve such level of willpower? Dmitry Petrov – a great theorist, a scholar a true people`s hero, a revolutionary, a martyr – could I ever live and fight without fear like him? Such questions are always coming to mind when I need to go for a field “operation”. To hinder some of the regime activity.

I live in Russia, and I have to hide almost everything about myself. My identity, my orientation, my gender, my political views, my believes. Since 2000-s situation is only going from bad to worse for the one who has anarchism as his political ideology.

State here is all mighty monstrosity. Repressions are on the rise and the tide is just going up and up. The door in my room sometimes became the most fearful object. If there is a call and a cop is standing behind? Is it the end? Should I start performing the last dire set of actions to take someone of them with myself to hell?

When the door becomes a monster – you are living in tyranny.

While preparing to the “operation” I am always asking myself – where are FPV drones? Where are machineguns, ammo, bombs? Where can I find money, logistics, or anything to get any of those? Science gave all of this to hierarchy of state, but nothing of this is accessible for a mere human being. Has anyone from those progressive leftists from the west down there ever tried to boil acid for a battery in a tiny flat to make its concentration high enough to use as a component in an IED? I am sure they have not. I am asking this question myself again and again – why during centuries scientists haven’t created a weapon that requires something that anyone has to use? Something like a human mind for example?

While doing it I came up to a first challenge – in order to hinder state activity in my tiny region I need to find, where their agents are. Where are the cops? I don’t have a map or intelligence service. I don’t have satellites or spy planes. We don’t have even online frontline map that covers Russia with markers of regime troops. And the only thing that I have is my mind, thus I use it as a form of gathering intel.

I use classic remote viewing technique – drawing an ideogram while looking at a picture with a cop`s uniform element. To do so I replay old video, saved on my phone long ago. It is some old telegram vid, filmed by some local channel. There is a catch, as always with Putin regime. The uniform of police in Russia on most of the sites and official channels is different from the one they actually use in the field. This difference consists from a number of details, but a most considerable one – a big writing on their back. In official sources, they always show them with “Полиция” but in reality they have “МВД России”. That is why I use a vid where they use a real field uniform. I focused on that words “МВД России” and just let my hand drawing an ideogram. Just a nameless abstract lines on a tiny piece of paper.

Then I took it and started looking at it. I deliberately memorize all its random components and then finally noticed a new strange sensation in my body. I grabbed that sensation with all my focused attention and start making that sensation bigger and bigger. Soon it just had filled entire body. Then I just let go my imagination and it created several random pictures for me – a railway station, benches, a rocky stairs. I knew where it is. I knew that place. That is where they were. That is where cops were.

I continued my preparations. If only I had a drone with a grenade. If only I had a gun. If only I had anything. But I don’t have anything. The only thing that I have is my mind. And thus in a weapon I must turn it.

What could be done? A telepathy formula – invisible and decisive must be used. What to suggest through it? The best way is the simplest way. What is most natural reason for a cops on patrol to stop it? – maybe some of them start feeling the stomach discomfort and need to go to the toilet. How to suggest such a simple idea? I’d prefer an audible method with a word it is coming up. It is 3 words in English, but in Russia it is one.

“Voices technique”

I quickly remembered steps of the technique. Remembering your past, especially when people where acting strangely, then remember your dream from yesterday to today, especially if there is a tendency of future glimpses in such dreams. Then find a direction with satisfied feeling in that remembered dream and move there mentally. Turn that feeling into a geometrical object, slice it in two – send it to the ears of a target like a projection. Then to the cerebellum. Wait for anticipation – a prediction of a simple action of a target – in such way a proper synchronization with a target is established. Then I will move my projection into the right part of the brain of the target and to its mouth. At first the target will just say in my projection things that he is doing, but then I will shuffle my telepathema into it – “It is coming up!” In Russian such a word only may be used for physiological need.

After it, I prepared my clothes - so no one could suspect me. Just a casual individual under the press of Putin’s all-mighty tyranny. I told my neighbors the legend that I prepared – that I am leaving to buy some food and have a little bit of walking to exercise my sick legs. Partly true, partly not.

I walked to a street and started my movement to a location, where, according to the remote viewing, the cops are standing. When I was walking down the street, I always see all terrible elements of a tyranny, of what this regime is. Grey faces, ruins everywhere, trash is lying in the streets, all people looks like they are sick with something. No smiles, but casually you hear a slur. Yes, that is Putin’s Russia in its prime.

I had moved closer to the target zone and I decided to gather some operational, so to say, Intel. Just to understand where exactly on my target location the cops are. To do so I used psychic vision method.

I imagined myself surrounded by my past. I was just drawing in it like in a water. Pictures of my life – hospitals, fights, slurs and conflicts all of it was like a sea. And through that sea I projected my hands to the target location. I imagined that my hands are stretching across the ground, like a shadow – touching everything and my real hands were feeling all that projection had touched. I made that projection really long – several hundred meters. It had stretched over buildings and I started touching the place with it, that I could not see- my target zone. I had felt a biting sensation of a crowd of people, that were standing on a railway station. I had felt several little spots – probably cripples or kids. But then, I sensed 2-3 things with metal. I focused on them – I had felt dark blue colors, I sensed fear and metal. They were there. They were behind the crowd.

I continued my path. The air surrounding me started vibrating with fear. People that were coming from the station near me – all were agitated a little bit. Everything pointed out that cops were there and on a hunt.

I entered the station and saw my targets – two cops with machineguns. With disgusting vibe of complete domination, they were looking for a prey to destroy its life for nothing. I had chosen a position, which will be a good one for telepathy suggestion.

I watched the targets – one was a young one, the other is older. I had chosen a young one.

Past, dream, sensation – ears, cerebrum… anticipation, But anticipation is not coming. Guy is just standing doing nothing. Meanwhile his older colleague had stopped a teenager or a young man with probably mom. He started checking boy’s phone. That is bad. It is a known Putin’s police strategy to check phones for extremist content. If no precautions specifically is made – they will always find something. Guy could be arrested on a spot.

I decided to change a target to an older one. Past, dream, sensation, ears, cerebrum… anticipation- guy had performed it. Words in his mouth – checking, checking, standing…Then I shuffled – a step to the left. And He had made that step. Then I shuffled – to the building. A guy made several steps to the building with his suspects, light up a cigarette and almost immediately throw it away to the trash can near the building. That is how he rationalized the thing, that I suggested. Then I finally start shuffling – “it is coming up, need to leave”.

A cop started to move around. He could not stand still unlike his younger colleague. He started scratching his ears and right part of the head – places where projections were placed. A younger cop started looking into the direction where I stand. Did they see me? If I was using FPV against them it would already be done, but the attack is obvious. They would start looking for an attacker and they may find me. But with telepathy – everything is invisible. I did not take a phone on the operation, I had my legends and documents set up for such situations. I was clear. It is the advantage of telepathy – the reason why it was researched by USSR for special services during cold war.

Meanwhile an older guy waved his hand let go poor suspects. And together with his younger colleague had left their post. He was moving strangely – spinning on a spot a couple of times. Obviously the suggestion worked. Guy and his probable mom were saved. But, unfortunately, those two cops would return eventually…

I can’t say that it was a bad day. Saved lives of the innocents, that could potentially be destroyed by Putin’s state worth a risk and effort.

There was a critical point – I did not want to meet them when they had left their post. So I had to quickly change my location. I had a couple of strange experiences – where people may feel something rather odd when the move near an operator, that has telepathically suggested things to them. Who knows, how that pare would react.

Going back, I was thinking – cold metal of cop’s assault rifles - soviet AK-s, known by everyone, supported by science, symbols of fear, desperation and oppression. Telepathy - censored, called a fraud by scientists, but a promise of connection and equality. A dialectics. Between those two, one is accessible by everyone, the other one is only for cogs of hierarchy.

Only in civil war the situation could change. Only then conventional weapons could be ours for a time being. I am hoping for a civil war in Russia. A chance to avenge, a chance for retribution. I keep deep inside my mind a picture of a victory. A revolution, that will free the nations of Russia. Maybe some of them will finally break down with empire and built their own communities and countries. It is their choice. A Moscow and Petersburg full of communes, where everything is shared and everything is decided through direct democracy. But, in reality any anarchist in Russia now should be ready for dire last stand at any moment.